Sequel to a Movie

I'm going to have to make a decision about my life very soon and I'm terrified. Terrified that I'm going to make the wrong choice, that its not going to work out, that I'll be stuck in Boston without a job. I have been talking to two families. One is right outside of Boston. They have 4 year old twin girls and a 6 year old boy. The dad is one of the team doctors for the Red Sox and the Patriots. The other family is in Providence, RI, like an hour from Boston. They have a 10 year old and 13 year old boy. They're Jewish and keep a kosher house. They both seem to be getting pretty serious and I don't know what to do.

I've talked to my dad and Molly a lot. Dad thinks I should take the Boston one, I think so too. But I don't know. Its scary. This is my first real decision for my life. This is huge and its terrifying. Most of ya'll have already made that first real choice, college, but I haven't had that experience yet and its scary.

I just hope it gets over soon and I won't have to worry about it. Wish me luck, I'm going to need it.

In other news, it is exactly 16 days until I have a step-mom. Creepy and at the same time kinda awesome.